Take A Chance On A Happy Ending…

Today is Feb. 14 so Happy Valentines Everyone… and for that occasion I decided I’d go for a more cheerful post… yeppe… it’s a time of love after all :D

You know... you don't have to have a special someone to feel loved or to give love... because there is always someone who loves ya and someone you love... even if it's not in the lovey dovey way and even if you have no idea that person exists... anyhow, that's not what my post is about... that's just a side note for the special occasion :D

So BACK to my original post :)

There are times when nothing is going well… things could be dull… you could be bored… you could be depressed… you could feel lonely… you could feel like the whole world is against you… and then you decide, and outta the blue, that you’re going to take a chance on a happy ending…

And why do we do that… we dunno!

We just try to give our self hope that things will get better and that there is a reason to be happy and shiny on the inside!

You close your eyes… and you smile and you tell yourself it will work… what ever it is you're taking a chance on... will end well!

This thing could be anything… you decide against all odds…

That she’ll like you back…

That he’ll make a move…

That it’s time to say I love you…

That you’ll get the job you’ve been hoping for…

That you’ll get the promotion…

That your old friends are worth another shot...

That it won’t hurt to be the bigger person...

That someone sick will get better…

That your friend will remember to call this time…

That someone will accept your apology this time…

That in spite of everything going on Egypt will get better...

That someone will surprise you on Valentines with a bunch of roses…

You take a chance on a happy ending… and you act upon it. You give yourself hope to move on and to keep going… you give yourself a reason to trust yourself and others… you force yourself positively to give things one more try…

You take a chance not knowing the outcome, but you do hoping it all works well… because something inside you tells you to go for it…

I think sometimes we need to take a chance on a happy ending… sometimes we need to think positively, we need to risk it and we need to leave the door slightly open…

Sometimes we need to ALLOW good things to happen... we need to believe that they will happen and they will (sometimes at least)!!!

That's what I think,what I do and what works for me sometimes :D Taking this chance gives you an enhancing boost, a push forward, a good inner and overwhelming feeling... because... you're taking a chance on something good and for some weirder reason... you believe that IT WILL actually HAPPEN :)

So people... take a chance on a happy ending... sometimes things work out well... STOP assuming that things are impossible, that no one will like you, that it's not worth another shot OR that you're destined to be miserable! YOU ARE NOT... we're all entitled to Love, Happiness, lots of Hope, some Craziness and a bunch of Cheerfulness!

Again, I wish you all LOADS of love on a day like today… Happy Valentines again….

Ps. This Valentine is special to all Egyptians… we have an overdose of love for our country… we always loved it, we always will… Happy Valentines Egypt, we love you…

Not Finding The Words…

One of the worst things I hate is when I feel like I have a lot to say and I cannot find the words to express it or explain it!

And don’t get me wrong… I’m not speaking about politics, I’m speaking in general.

Sometimes I’m pissed off or so… like now! And I just can’t manage to explain what’s pissing me off in reasonable words, even to myself, which in return pisses me off even more (if that makes sense)!

Seriously… I dunno, maybe I’m insane and stupid stuff get to me… and as a result people ask me, "so what is upsetting you,"… and because it’s stupid and because I know no one would get it I just decide to shut up about it and say, "it's nothing," which leads people to think I’m insane.

But I’m not insane! I’m just probably an overly sensitive and paranoid person ... which I admit is even annoying to myself sometimes...

But what annoys me most is that people who are supposed to know me well… don’t get it till now… and still don’t get the sort of stuff the piss me… which leads me to ask… "who the are these people?"

Which also me gets me back to another post I wrote before, The Opposite Of What I Say... so when I get irritated and say, “it’s nothing,” or “I don’t wanna talk about it;” I’d hope they’d put in a little more effort and try to know what’s wrong rather than say… “okie, whatever you want.”

So again… I really think I should learn to find the words when I have something I’d like to express!

I mean… I think I tend to be smart and I tend to understand my friends and I wish they would understand me back just equally!

Unless… we all feel this way… we feel like we understand people and they just suck and don’t understand us back!

And that my friends… is the beauty of Garbage of the Soul… I start at a single point or a problem… and I end up speaking about something completely different… So ya maybe I’m insane… BUT it's who I am and I love myself… even if it's annoying (who isn't) or if others think I am crazy and silly (who isn't that too at times)!

What's even MORE beautiful... is that by the end of the post I'm not pissed off any more 'cause I got it off my chest :) I just love writing... (well that's a side note)!

Ps. I hope people don’t think it's insensitive to post none-political stuff at the current time, however, the point of this blog is for me to write things at the spur of the moment… that doesn’t mean we forget about bigger issues that occupy our minds and hearts :)