Lately, my gut feelings have been crashing me right through a freaking wall! I used to trust my instincts perfectly well before and they have never let me down… but lately… I’m honestly disappointed and pissed of with them…
And I have no clue why this is valid or worthy of sharing with people, but that’s the point, this place is for me to trash talk myself and get out whatever is bothering me and feel good about it… So I’m sort of exercising my legal right!
My gut feelings told me to take certain decisions and they all turned out to be a massive flop…
Decisions that are making me feel bad...
Decision that I regret (the feeling I hate the most)...
Decisions that were really stupid…
Decisions that made me go back to things that I should have never gone back to…
My gut feelings even told me some people were better than I thought, and I trusted them, and that too didn’t turn out too well...
My gut feelings were 100% sure things would go well and turn out as planned and they haven’t and now I’m feeling like crap about it!
I miss my old gut feelings that were perfectly accurate and reliable… they never deceived me or let me down… before everyone would tell me something and my gut feelings would tell me another and it would always turn out right! I really miss that!
But ENOUGH… I’ve decided I won’t be relying much on them…
I’ll use my gut feelings for things like which outfit looks nicer, which chocolate looks tastier… but anything other than that, anything more important, anything with further implications on my life… I’m really not depending on them anymore!
First New Year’s Resolution: Less Gut Feelings, More Brains!
Heh!
P.S. E-mail me your New Year Resolutions at mado.mekhail@gmail.com for my next post! Should be fun...
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