Well, my sanctuary is "my car!”
It may seem ridiculous to many people that a person driving in Cairo would consider their car their sanctuary given the traffic jams, the stress, the crazy drivers, the crazy pedestrians, and frequently the crazy animals…
But I just LOVE it!
I’d have to agree though that I can’t consider this sanctuary exactly safe, but let me tell you why…
My car is the only place where I’m completely alone… I don’t hate being around people, but sometimes I just like being alone…
Sometimes I just need a private moment with myself and I feel like my life lacks any sort of privacy, I don’t have any time just for me; there are always people around…
In my car I can:
- Talk to myself as much as I want,
- Think as much as I want (given the traffic and long hours spent there, I get a good opportunity to think),
- Plan my day,
- Make my calls (since I’m not comfortable speaking on the phone around people),
- Listen to music,
- Listen to the corny music I used to hear back in school (lol),
- Sing aloud when I feel like it (regardless of how bad my voice is),
- Cry on tensed days,
- Roll down the windows and let the air hit me (on relatively empty days),
- Think aloud,
- Laugh aloud,
- Trash talk other drivers as much as I want,
- Speed up if I want to…
Sometimes my favorite day is a day when I have a long drive, traffic is smooth, windows rolled down, music playing & I'm singing like no one is watching :)
My car is my sanctuary… and I love it!