This is the exact opposite of taking a chance on a happy ending that I mentioned in one of my previous posts… but seriously sometimes there is just nothing more to do… and I hate that deeply when it happens!
It’s a sign of defeat!
OR helplessness!
It's a waste!
You feel like you’ve exhausted all your options and you’ve put in your maximum effort and still there is no sign or hope that it works well…
The actual piss off… is when you actually had a good feeling about that thing and then you get to that point!
And my question is... is it right that we give up and accept that we’ve done all we can… OR do we just think we’ve done all we can?
Sometimes I feel I need to give up… and I tell myself that I should NOT feel bad because I’ve really done my best! And I do give up for a while! BUT then… I dunno I come back and say what if there was something more to do!
A freakin' endless cycle!
And this feeling of indifference… when you tell yourself, “Hell with it,” is a shame! ‘Cause when things that once mattered to you to stop to matter anymore… it’s like… I dunno the word… but a BUMMER!
And then come several questions... is it not working ‘cause of me? ‘Cause of the people? ‘Cause of the circumstances? ‘Cause it’s not meant to be?
I dunno… it’s just screwed up if you ask me!
I like to believe that some stuff aren't just meant to be...
I hate giving up… I do... I’m not the type of person who does! But I’ve come to accept that there are some stuff that you just need to put behind your back and move on… things and people that... I dunno... let's just leave it at that!
UFF! It’s just one of those days when I’m at the EDGE with everything :’(
- sigh -
You know what... hell with it... I'm NOT gonna depress myself over things I cannot change anymore... my next post will be A KILLER CHEERFUL POST! Heh! I owe it to myself :)
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