We often complain about how our life lacks choices. We always say that "if we had a choice" a lot of things would be different... We assume that it would be easy to make the right choices and that the process of choosing is easy because you'd simply always know what to do.
But let me tell you...
This is BULLSHIT!!!
One of the hardest things I've ever come across is having the "luxury" to choose! Surprising as it may sound but it is not very easy to choose. Things aren't always easy and clear... And the process of going back and forth with the possible outcome and impacts of each choice you could make.
The fact that your choice is something you have to live with, at least for sometime, and that you have to live with it's consequences, good or bad, knowing that if something goes wrong you have no one to blame but yourself because it was your choice and no one else. And that is the worst part of things... that "it is your choice," and for some reason, it would be better if we can blame things on someone else... however when you "chose" you kindda gotta carry your own weight!
And especially when you are someone like me who doesn't have the ability to chose between two things, I realized that having the ability to chose a luxury I'm not really glad I have.... SO my best shot is to pick one direction... go with it... make peace with it... promise myself to make the best out of it it and enjoy it... and hope I don't regret later... And then may be... just may be... this "choice" turns out to be the best thing that ever happened to me...
But let me tell you...
This is BULLSHIT!!!
One of the hardest things I've ever come across is having the "luxury" to choose! Surprising as it may sound but it is not very easy to choose. Things aren't always easy and clear... And the process of going back and forth with the possible outcome and impacts of each choice you could make.
The fact that your choice is something you have to live with, at least for sometime, and that you have to live with it's consequences, good or bad, knowing that if something goes wrong you have no one to blame but yourself because it was your choice and no one else. And that is the worst part of things... that "it is your choice," and for some reason, it would be better if we can blame things on someone else... however when you "chose" you kindda gotta carry your own weight!
And especially when you are someone like me who doesn't have the ability to chose between two things, I realized that having the ability to chose a luxury I'm not really glad I have.... SO my best shot is to pick one direction... go with it... make peace with it... promise myself to make the best out of it it and enjoy it... and hope I don't regret later... And then may be... just may be... this "choice" turns out to be the best thing that ever happened to me...
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