However... these holidays are good when I'm in perfect and relaxed mood... when I have the intention to enjoy them...they need a particular mind set...
But there are times… when I have a problem or something bothering me…. During these times I really don’t like holidays… on the contrary I love busy days...
When this happens... free time just means sitting with loads of “time” to depress myself even more with negative thoughts… and… even if I try doing something I'm distracted and my thoughts are elsewhere…
Free time… when I have problems means that I sit in bed under covers… watching a movie with a big bag of chips… munching away to kill time!
The beauty of busy days is that they DO NOT give me time to think… I'd be caught up from one thing to another… from work, to meetings, to calls, to outings, to shopping, to driving… not a minute to think! - good for me!
I just don’t get any time to think about what’s bothering me… I don’t get the free time to sit and day dream about whatever it is…
I get home… and fall flat on bed and I'd asleep in seconds… rather than tossing and turning for hours … thinking and thinking… and I end up feeling even worst!
Empty days mean… I look at the clock and it’s 2:00 pm… next time I look it’s probably 2:02 pm… - not good!
Busy days mean… I look at the clock and it’s 2:00 pm… next time I look it’s 6:00 pm and before I know it’s already 11:00 pm and looking where my bed is... - perfect!
In busy days times passes faster…
I'm occupied…
I don’t have time to think…
Or to wait for things to happen…
Busy days are good… busy days are important and healthy…
I LOVE busy days... I NEED busy... I ENJOY busy days!
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